Song: If U C Kate- McFly
Someone should murder me at this exact moment. What have I done? I've messed every single thing up. Things should not have gone this way. Things should have been easy. God, why do I have to make things a lot more worse when it already does? And I don't know why am I listening to this song right now. It just feels right to listen to their music when I'm in a shitty situation. Sometimes, they manage to make me smile, even if smiling seems so hard for me. Can I just say that I totally, irrevocably hate myself? Yes, that much hatred to myself. My Q had given me some advices. I followed; I should stick to the truth and tell him. Hmm, speaking of, what would Azman Hushairi say? He was, after all, my personal counselor. Back then, I would've not survived without him. But now, I have my Q. And of course, the ones who had been there for me through every shit since the past 16 years, my beloved family. Especially Mom. Mom. Mom. And Daddy.
Seriously, I love them all. And I'm seriously sorry, because I keep messing things up. Family & Friends, just don't give up on me.
Monday, December 6, 2010
SERIOUSLY.
Posted by Luna Saphira at 10:07 AM
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