Depressed

I had a chat with Abang just now. 


Now, he's another person I'm jealous of despite the fact that he is my cousin. He's one lucky Eurasian, you know. He gets to go wherever he like. Money's always in his back pocket. And he's a genius too. A petroleum engineer in the making. 


He said he'll be in Malaysia during summer next year. "I'll be there 'til you don't want me anymore," he said. That's just ridiculous. We're all missing you much, Abang (and the rest). 


He wanted me to come to Ireland, too. See? 


Everyone wants me to go there. To pursue my greatest ambition yet. A doctor- a cardiologist, to be specific. It's tough people. I'm simply lack of confidence. My family, the whole members of the family, put their trust and hope upon me and Adnan. Adnan is okay I guess. He doesn't study but he always do well in his exams. But me, I'm another different case. Now this case is closed.


Be nice.