Please Be Nice To Me - Kim Hyun Joong
They've worked so hard and they made it. Some went to Cairo, Egypt, some went to India, some went to Dublin, Ireland. Truthfully, I'm jealous of them. They can at least see their future, since they're in the best universities.
I still have one year left. One toughest year of Malaysian high school. We are going to sit for our SPM exams next November. SPM scares the hell outta me. SPM is our turning point. After SPM we have not much time to play or hang around with friends. We'll be busy looking for a spot in a university. We'll be painting our own future. We'll go different paths. We'll speak different jargons. We'll learn different things. We'll meet different races.
I have different ambitions. First, I wanna go to Dublin, Ireland. I heard the med-school is the best. So, I wanna be a professional doctor. Pray for me. Second, I wanna be a pharmacist, and I must go study abroad. Pray for me. Third, I just wanna be in UIA or USM. Pray for me. If not, I'll be a writer. Like J.K Rowling and Jane Austen. Pray for me.
But my priority is to become a doctor. I love human anatomy. My Dad wants me to become a doctor. My Mum said she'll be happy if I am. The teachers want each and every one of us to do our best. My grandparents want me to study in Ireland or India.
I have too much great expectations when I only have two shoulders and two brains to carry on.
SPM is months away and I'm so not ready. Will I ever be? Right now I'm such a pessimist that I hate myself to the point of suicidal. I have eleven freakin' subjects to revise in 10 months. Not only that, next year, I'll be burdened with homeworks and drills.
Never-ending rants, I say.
Just pray for me people. Pray for me to become a great doctor and I'll treat you, your sons and daughters with the best treatment you could get. Okay? Thanks in advance.
I'll be nice.
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