Peace be upon you, my friends.
I'm currently depressed and stressed out. Oh well, tell me when I'm not. This year seems to drive me - and the others, of course- nuts. Err, nutter than usual. Crazier, and crazier each stinking, tiring day. I feel like I cannot hold on any longer, like I am already lying flat on the ground and can't rise ever again. But actually I'm not because I know I'm still breathing and walking and running and laughing and crying and... fighting. I can never give up. Not when I'm halfway through this mess. Not exactly messy, let me tell you.
My daddy seems to be pushing me and my brother too hard. Harder that he actually does, to tell ya the truth. Being me, I'm always the most stubborn, damned stubborn and more stubborn in the family. And I'm also super ignorant when people complain about myself. I hate it. I have my own life and let me live it the way I want it to be lived. Gawd, is that so hard to understand. Or am I portraying it ever so badly? So tell me, already.
Guys.
They're always coming in and out of my life. Shit, shit, shit. First, there's this classmate of mine, and he's also my best friend. How can I tell him my actual feelings and not break his heart? Aw, c'mon fellas, I wanna live my own life, too. I'm exhausted, tired of taking care of others' heart while no one cares about mine. Ew, that's pretty mushy, no? Hahahahahahaha. But seriously.
I want a pilot, and a particular pilot. Not a soon-to-be engineer. Pretty please?
T.T
Friday...
Hmm. Last Friday was exhausting and exceptionally extraordinary. I, hereby wanna thank my Q for bearing with me throughout the cross-country event. She could've finished the marathon earlier if she wasn't busy worrying about my fragile health condition. Thank thanks thanks and another million thank you's to you, Querida. I love you.
Done.
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